Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Must be

something better for me on the horizon
It does not feel like it but
I cannot believe that you were my swan song

Some days are good, some are bad
Soon another will be in my life
All will be good

For now, just time to relish
Spending time with me

Monday, June 21, 2010

Feeling

I don't know
I miss you
I hurt
But reality speaks to so many "negative" things

I look to move forward
I feel alone
I feel it won't ever happen

I don't see myself with anyone
I spend so much time solo
I question my ability to interact
To communicate

I don't know
I wonder
How did we affect each other?
How did it change?
I think it does not matter

I think
I don't know

Just a hollowness

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Tolerance

I have the ability
skill
power

or is it stupidity
lack of worth
short sightedness

to deal with
accept
and tolerate

people long after
everyone else
I know

would walk away.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Forward

There must be something more
something better
something which suits me perfectly
(there is no perfect only perfect for me)

Not getting what I want
Which means forward there is something
That will fulfill that

Forward!