Never

Thought I would say it

It may be temporary

But I don't really think so

I am fed up

Tired

Beat down

I don't need to question

I know the answer

I would like to hear you say it

But know I will never

You don't have the courage

To stand up and be the person you said you were

You don't have actions to support what you told me

You are not the you I know

In that I just accept

I don't really miss

I don't really hurt

I don't really anything

I am numb for it all

Wasted time?

No I don't regret

It gave me more things I did not have

Life turning around

In ways I would not expect

But in general I am numb

Not just to you but to all potentials

Why go there?

It does not matter so many lies

No truths in who people are

Action versus words

They don't match

I said it all before I met you

You seemed different

Words meeting action

and one thing goes wrong

One thing you didn't want to face

and your tune changed

Like everyone else

So I have a new theory

That people when challenged with the things they don't want

Become who they are not to deal with them

And get rid of themself who was with you

and the you they no longer want