Challenges

So I have reached a new point
One of spooky consciousness
One that has the ability to shake me
But not make me run
The shake will only bring to greater understanding
But who likes being shaken
I can and have identified things that have terrified me before
Things within me that make me afraid
Things that would in time make me collapse what I have
But now I can see them
I can understand them
I can call them out
This is good
But who wants to face things left in ignorance before
Who wants to face up to and change the things that just were
Who wants to be able to identify their short comings
Who wants to remove thier ignorance and be unable to hide if it all comes down
For now if it all comes down I can say this is why
This is where I fell short
This is what I did or didn't do
Within myself for myself
And now I am left with choice
Walk and pretend not to see
Or challenge and see if I can overcome
You win without thought for you are worth the challenge
It does not make it less scary
For I am human and worried that I could fail
But you are worth that risk
When the knight was identified he did not get buried
He simply became wiser on when to draw his sword
This is the time when the sword comes out and its sharp edge is used to cut to the bone