Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Longer than I thought

When I signed up for this I did not 
Could not qualify the way I would feel
I knew it would have challenges
I knew it would get hard
I knew I could handle it

Handle is a loose term 
Each day is harder
Each day is longer than the last
This last stretch of time before you
Before our life
Feels like an eternity

I never expected that it would be so far
So hard so long
Each day I lose count and figure it out and then go 
What?
Still that many.

On the up side I am getting a tan and I have income
I have bit of time to train
So I look okay which hopefully you will appreciate

The upside does not out weigh the downside
Missing you

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