Saturday, January 31, 2009

Unfit for duty

There is not much I can do
I am in a foreign country
No where near where you need me
Once again you are left on your own to deal with something
I can send my words
I can call on the phone
But none of these things are valuable in this situation

I made choices
Based on things we both did not want
I wanted my cake and eat it too
It could not happen

My choices were the wrong ones
It seems no matter which way I turn it hurts
In my duty as the one who loves
I failed once again
and I wonder if I serve well

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