Rock and a...

It seemed to me I had a plan.

Something that was simple and easy to execute

I am lucky in knowing what I want

I am extremely lucky in knowing whom I want to spend my life with

I have so many things, in just those two things that no one else has

Yet, the first has become a dream 

The second a possibility

I thought carefully following a route laid out would get me there

I have been proven wrong

I think of the universal guidance 

and wonder to myself how am I fighting it

for I believe when you work with it things fall into place

It feels easy but work needs to be done

So I sit 

Knowing what is wanted

Not knowing how to solve

Knowing...