Afraid

I had a dream last night
First one I remembered in months, well since you
The dream scared me really scared me
I realize I had everything
I had a beautiful woman
In soul and body
Someone who I loved
Someone who for a period of time loved me
I gave you everything
Did everything with the intention of love and nothing more
I was not enough for you as a person
I was not enough for you as a monetary life
I was not enough for you in love
I was not enough for you

The dream scared me and I realized
I no longer want to be an artist
I want to be in the corporate world
I want and have wanted for so long
My life with you
Where did you go?
Why did you not want to work beyond the hurt?
Why did you not want to love?

I wish you would talk to me