Saturday, October 3, 2009

October 3, 2009

The time is now 6:07pm.

At 2:00pm today I was to be married to the most wonderful girl in the world.
I still feel that way, but she is lost and hurting and does not know what she wants.
I am still hear for her, if she wants, but she has to act on that, I will never force.

It stings but it is life.
I am not married, nor fully happy, but I move forward for that is what I have left

I celebrated
I bought a meditation cushion
To help me get closer to my spiritual side

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