Trains

I am on a train
Off to visit a friend
The train feels exciting to me.
I am glad to be going.
Doing something different.
I wonder as the rain beats against the window
If I am getting better.

I think of the day
The smiling I did
and I think I am.

Had a realization the other morning
Get the money and run
Treated so poorly why hang on?
Wondering why it takes so long to understand simple things
Oh yeah my heart was totally in it.

One day.