But don't we all? I recently relaized one way which I push people away. First let me express that I beleive most issues stem from personal insecurites not from other people. With that in mind and the change in my life I decided I should look inward and let everything else go.
At this stage in my life I want a cerain level of monetary success and stability. I am tired of living the way that I do. So as I see my friends progress, with great support from me, I feel sad for myself not progressing. Unfortunatley I get a bit overwhelmed and my outward self ends up showing the quiet contemplative me rather than my excited inner self. I thought about this and put myself in other people's shoes when I am like this. I am sorry that I did this to people. I have been excited for you but I have also been selfish. In writing this I realize that I'm human, I do human things. I wonder how many I may have pushed away while I wished I could have their fortune or that someone would push me as hard as I pushed them to make that step. Regardless of the past this is my issue and truly it stems from one changeable thing...money. So rather than sitting and wallowing in what I have done I work toward the changeable to deal with my insecurity and just be excited.
skip to main |
skip to sidebar
A piece of the choas which is the antithesis of the order
About Me
- Geoff Mays
- Toronto, ON, Canada
- Noted for my work as a character actor, I create very physical characters supported by great emotional intensity. My work has taken me all over the world, and through the States and Canada several times. The cover photo is courtesy of www.actorslink.ca
No comments:
Post a Comment