Intuition

I have not felt this way in a while
It scares me
I cannot believe in my soul that it is the same
As the numerous times past
But history tends to repeat itself
So I am at odds with myself
My intuition tells me one thing
My heart tells me another
My mind tells me yet another
It goes from a bump in the road
To the end of the road
I am worried
I am not liking this feeling
I don't want to be right
But hard to accept that as I have never been wrong on this feeling
Hopefully this time I am
This time could it be different?
If so it only adds to everything else I have said
In the positive.
To date the positive has been confirmed time and time again
My heart is banking on it
I want to prove myself wrong.