Last night...future

So tonight is my last night at home before my last short ship stint

I feel sad

I miss you

I know we both don't want me to go

I know we both don't want to feel strained

I know we have gone through a lot in the past bunch of weeks

I cannot see the future

I know we will be okay

I know we will be fine

I know that when we are close and building we will be great

It is a miracle that we met

Not that we simply met 

But on such a universal level that we collided

Had I or you one different thing happen in our lives

We would not have met

Had a different gene been passed to either of us we would not be the perfect match

In levels like that it is a miracle that we met

Of all the people of the world 

I choose you for everything that you are

For to me you are absolutely perfect

Even in the struggle of the this last while 

I continue to love you unconditionally

Things change and will change again

In our life together each change will be for the better

I do not want to go 

But I shall for the big picture of keeping you in my life

I hold each day with the thought of you and us together

I look to our future for it is only with you

I miss you each day and know that not too long from now

I will hold you each day

I will never stop loving you

And though I feel sad for our distance tonight

I know that in the future it will be worth every distant night

I love you, I trust you, I give you all that I am

Hold to me for a while longer

Till we can hold each other my love