Tired

I am tired I am done
My energy for this is really gone
Yes it is fun but it is not my life
You are my life
You are my love
You are not here
When I was single I could do this
But now I just want to start my life with you
The distance hurts my soul, it hurts us
I want to get past this fatigue and be energized by us
I don't want these external things that get in our way
Questions and ifs that if the distance did not exist we would not even think about
This is about us
But right now it is about us and a distance
I don't like three people in my relationship
I am tired of it
Two months more. Arrrgh!