Broken and hurt

Tonight I talked with my mother
About how much I truly missed you
About how much I truly missed my life with you
About how where you are felt like home
I expressed I had a thin sliver of hope
By midnight my hope had been shattered
Again in my life I am being pulled along
Each day I put out the hope that today is the day
The day you live up to the words
But today again I was put off
Today again I was an afterthought
Each day it has got a little worse
Tomorrow I have nothing left to put out hope with
Everything I have is in your hands, I gave it all to you
You have put it down and forgot it
Actions not words, I know this, but you taught me its strength
Your actions say it all
I have nothing left but a hurt and broken soul and heart