Almost to the day
I felt I had lost everything
I reached a life crisis
My love and I were separated by great distance
Due to a new job
She sounded so emotionally distant
I did not understand the path I was on
It sent me into a downward spiral
For about three weeks
When I came to I regained my clarity
Rushing home to reclaim myself and my love
She was not there
Emotionally sliding
She said we could fix
But never intended to do so
Three weeks later
Broken and crushed
I moved to the city
She never knew I thought of marriage
With nothing left
I threw myself at my work
Things looked good for a while
I booked
Twelve years later
I face a life crisis
My love and I are separated by distance
She already agreed to marry me
The life confusion sent me into a downward spiral
That lasted about three weeks
When I came to I had my clarity
But my love was gone
She said we should fix it
But has not shown the effort
I have lost my hope
Without hope I have nothing
With nothing left to lose
I threw myself at my work
Things seem good
I am booking
As future becomes present and present becomes past
I will no longer include love in the equation
For this repeat of history has just about destroyed me
A third time will kill me
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